just sumn to think about...

CONFUSiON:// WEN yU DK RiGHT FROM LEFT ANyMORE AND WEN yU FiND RiGHT,,iT JUST DOESNT SEEM AS RiGHT ANyMORE. WEN yU DK iF yUR COMiN OR GOiN, AND THOUGH THAT WAS ONCE EXCiTiNG AND THRiLLiNG, iS NO LONGER OKAY. WEN EVERyBODy THAT ENTERS yUR LiFE && FOR SOME REASON DECiDES TO LEAVE, TAKES A SPECiAL PART OF yU WiTH THEM && yU BEGiN TO SLOWLy LOSE yURSELF W/ EACH "PASSER-By"yU DK WHO yU R ANyMORE && DK WHERE TO BEGiN THE SEARCH OF "FiNDiNG" yURSELF...AND FOR ONCE iN yUR LiFE; GOOGLE DOESNT WORK. LOST:// THATS WAT yU ARE. yU BEGiN TO FEEL ALONE. iN THE DARK WiTH A FLASHLiGHT AND DEAD BATTERiES. LiKE THE WORLD iS WORKiNG AGAiNST yU AND yU CANT FOR THE LiFE OF yU FiGURE OUT WHy. WEN "WHy" iS THE ONLy QUESTiON yU CAN SEEM TO UTTER, AND EVEN THAT HAS NO MEANiNG B/C iT SEEMS TO HAVE NO ANSWER. EVERy TURN yU TAKE iS iN THE RiGHT DiRECTiON TO NOWHERE AND LiFE BEGiNS TO BLUR.yU WALK ON EGGSHELLS B/C yU SO BADLy WANT THiNGS TO BE RiTE, BUT yUR TiRED OF BEiN SAFE;;TiRED OF LiViNG FOR OTHERS [[THATS NOT LiViNG]];;TiRED OF BEiN UNHAPPy iN THiS WORLD. iN yUR OWN SKiN;;SO yU BREAK FREE && YUR FOUND AGAiN. yUR yUR OWN PERSON && EVERyTHiNG FEELS SOOO RiGHT. yU'VE ACHiEVED yUR EUPHORiA && NOTHiNG iN THiS WORLD CAN BRiNG yU DOWN. yUR HiGH. HiGH ON HAPPiNESS. LOVE. FULFiLLMENT && JOy. CLOUD 9 iS 3 CLOUDS BENEATH yU.iTS A PROCESS;;LiFE, THAT iS...AND NO MAN HAS EVER ACHiEVED GREATNESS W/O HAViNG ATLEAST ON FOOT ON THE BRiNK OF iNSANiTY. CONFUSiON CAN CAUSE yU TO LOSE YUR MiND!!...&& iTS O K A y !! LOSE iT!! GO CRAZY!! iT ONLy MEANS yUR H U M A N...SO BE HUMAN! GET CONFUSED B/C iF yU DNT, yU WiLL CONTiNUE TO LiVE iN iGNORANCE...&& iGNORANCE AiNT BLiSS, AS THEy SAy. iN ORDER TO ACHiVE TRU BLiSS yU HAVE TO LiVE FOR yURSELF. KNO WAT MAKES yU HAPPy[[&& KEEPS yU HAPPy]] && WAT DOESNT. iF iT DOES, KEEP iT AROUND. iF NOT, GET RiD OF iT. iF iT HAS POTENTiAL, DNT PUSH iT AWAy B/C yU NEVER KNO WAT yU MiTE LOSE. FiND yUR TRU HAPPiNESS. yU MAY HAVE BEEN LOST, BUT EVERyONE GETS FOUND AGAiN. iTS OK TO BE LOST. CONFUSED. FEEL LONELy. NEGLECTED. ABUSED. SAD && DOWNRiGHT BROKEN. ONCE yU REALiZED THAT yU DNT HAVE ..OR.. DESERVE TO FEEL THAT WAy, yUR ALREADy ON THE ROAD TO FiNDiNG yURSELF AND FULFiLLiNG yUR OWN UTOPiA....