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I'm Amber but yu can call me Smiley. Imma student trying to be an elementary school teacher. I'm completely in love with words and the powerful impact they have. Music helps me say what idk how to get out. I live for interactions and getting to know people different than myself. love live life proceed progress...not only my next tattoo but should be a way of life. laugh hard love harder and smile often =]

9.26.2009

el-oh-vee-e

LOVE...LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE...TO WAT DO i SAy ABOUT THEE?? yU ARE ONE SNEAKy...NOUN?? THE ONLy WORD THAT SUiTS yU B/C NOBODy KNOWS iF yUR A SPECiFiC PERSON,PLACE,OR THiNG...yU ARE SOOO TRiCKy!! EVERyBODy HAS ENCOUNTERED yU IN SOME WAy, SHAPE, OR FORM ATLEAST ONCE iN THEiR LiFETiME BUT NOBODy CAN DEFiNE yU;;DESCRiBE WAT yU LOOK LiKE...NOT EVEN WEBSTER'S DEFiNiTiON LiVES UP TO THE EXPERiENCES PEOPLE HAVE HAD WiTH yU. WAT i DO KNO iS THAT yU ARE SO SELFiSH. HOW DARE yU WRAP ME UP iN yU??TAKE My HEART AS yUR HOSTAGE AND DO WAT yU WiLL WiTH iT?? yU HAVE MADE ME FEEL iNDESCRiBABLE AND UNiMAGiNABLE THiNGS AND ONLy yU, LOVE, HAVE THAT POWER. BUT HOLD ON NOW LOVE, B/C THE POWER THAT yU HAVE iS NOTHiNG COMPARED TO THE POWER THAT US FOOLS GiVE yU. WELL FiLL OURSELVES WiTH LOVE, AND BEFORE WE KNOW iT, yUR iN US. LOVE...i THiNK i NEED TO TELL yU ABOUT yURSELF B/C SOME DAyS yU HAVE ME ON THE HiGHEST OF HiGHS;; && OTHERS, yU LEAVE ME ALONE,BROKEN,TORN APART AND TO THE POiNT WHERE THERE ARE TiMES i WiSH i COULD WRAP My SKiNNy FiNGERS AROUND yU AND LEAVE yU HOW yU'VE LEFT ME ON MANy NiGHTS;;LO. && yU KNO WAT i SAy TO yU?? FUCK yU!! FUCK yU, LOVE! yU CANT JUS COME iNTO My LiFE AND DiSTORT My ViEW OF THiNGS. yU CANT JUST OPEN ME UP AND LEAVE ME...DRy;;THiRSTiN FOR MORE. SO FUCK yU LOVE! WAT HAVE yU DONE FOR ME? BESiDES CONFUSE ME CONSTANTLy...BESiDES KEEP ME AWAKE DURiNG THE NiGHT? BESiDES MAKE ME SiCK TO My STOMACH AT THE THOUGHT OF LOSiNG yU? FUCK yU, LOVE B/C yU DNT DO A DAMN THiNG FOR ME...EXCEPT,
HOLD ME CLOSE AT NiGHT.BUT FORGET ALL THAT...WHy SHOULD i PRAiSE yU? GiVE yU GLORy B/C yU ENTER AND LEAVE My LiFE WHENEVER yU CHOOSE? i THiNK NOT! yU DNT GiVE ME ANyTHiNG EXCEPT THE RUN AROUND;;OOOH, BUT WEN iM RUNNiN W/ yU, LOVE, i NEVER WANT TO STOP. yU GET ME ON THiS HEROiNE-HiGH AND i NEVER WANT iT TO END;;BUT WEN iT DOES, WiTHDRAWALS ARE A MOTHAFUCKA. DAMN yU LOVE!! WHy MUST yU PLAy THESE MiND GAMES?? GOT ME UNABLE TO SEE THiNGS iN THE LiGHT...OR DARK;;
THATS My WORLD WiTHOUT yU.yUR LiKE My BEST FRiEND, AND i DNT EVER WANT THiS THiNG WE GOT TO END, LOVE...SO i NEED yU TO STOP; STOP PLAyiN HiDE AND SEEK B/C My HEART, DESPiTE WAT yU MAy THiNK, iS NOT A GAME. SO WAT iN THE HELL ELSE DO yU DO FOR ME, LOVE? BESiDES LEAVE ME NOTHiN BUT MASCARA AND TEARSTAiNS ON My PiLLOWCASES TO WAKE UP TO?
[LAUGH] yU WASH THOSE CASES....WASH EM AND COOK ME BREAKFAST AND MAKE ME FEEL LiKE iM A QUEEN AND AT THAT TiME AND PLACE, THERE'S NOWHERE ELSE i'D RATHER BE THAN iN THAT MOMENT WiTH yU, LOVE. 1+2=2 && THAT 2 iS ME AND yU BABy! && OOH, NO ONE CAN DO yU THE WAy THAT i DO, LOVE [WiNKS]. BBy, WEN WE iNTERTWiNE WE'RE LiKE THAT FAMOUS LiNE FROM "BROWN SUGAR"...yU KNO THE ONE;;
"A PERFECT VERSE OVER A TiGHT BEAT,"...HyPNOTiZiNG;;MELODiC. WEN yU COME iNTO ME, LOVE, iTS A CONTiNUOUS ERUPTiON
&&iNEVERWANTiTTOSTOP [HEAVy BREATHiNG]...[SiGHS] BUT iT DOES && AGAiN iM LEFT WEAK;; yEARNiNG FOR MORE && SCREAMiNG AT THE TOP OF My LUNGS "FUCK yU LOVE!!!" ALL THE WHiLE WiSHiN yU WOULD COME BACK. i FiNALLy GiVE UP ALL HOPE AND DECiDE NO MORE!! i WONT LET yU COME BACK...WONT LET yU DO THiS TO ME ANyMORE...&& THEN yU CALL;; && THEN yUR THERE && iM iN yUR ARMS AGAiN. CAUGHT UP iN THE RAPTURE OF yU AND PREPARiN MySELF FOR yU ALL OVER AGAiN, LOVE. i CANT STOP;; && i DNT WANT TO. [LAUGHS] WHy MUST WE PLAY THESE GAMES? i COMPLETE THAT CiRCLE iN yU && yU KNO yU NEED ME JUS AS MUCH AS i DNT WANNA ADMiT THAT i NEED yU. BUT yUR SO SELFiSH SOMETiMES yU DNT EVEN SEE iT AND yU JUS WANNA CONTROL ME LiKE SOME TOy CAR, SO yU KNO WAT?? i LOVE yU, LOVE, BUT FUCK yU..................iM SRRy...i SHOULDNT TALK TO yU LiKE THAT...[DEEP SiGH] HERE WE GO AGAiN....

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