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I'm Amber but yu can call me Smiley. Imma student trying to be an elementary school teacher. I'm completely in love with words and the powerful impact they have. Music helps me say what idk how to get out. I live for interactions and getting to know people different than myself. love live life proceed progress...not only my next tattoo but should be a way of life. laugh hard love harder and smile often =]

10.17.2009

illegal

so this is called Illegal fa the simple fact that i used lines from a j.Lo song called "Dear Ben" so im pretty sure...this is ILLEGAL. but fuck it. i just did this in fun while i got bored in class. all the parts in quotation marks are lyrics from the song. everything else is ALLL ME. enjoy.

"i love you"
and there's nothing that could ever change that.
the way you make me feel reminds me of the first time i heard hip hop wayyy back.
you showered me w/ your beauty and my skin began to glisten.
shit, sometimes i say things to hear yu talk just so i can listen bc i think
"you're perfect"
you and everything you do puts me under some kinda trance;
thats that voodoo.
your very touch makes my soul dance.
i didnt know that it was possible to make me feel the way that you do.
got me lovedrunk like i been sippin on lean and it can only be compared to
"a manifestation of my dreams. you make my body feel about a million different things."
things that can only be explained by illegible poems and understood by those on the same high.
every touch, kiss, and embrace makes my heart begin to race and before i can slow down the pace i realize its too late and i've EXPLODED.
soaking you inas you whisper at me to come down i think we both begin to realize the neighbors can hear the sound.
but fuck it; it don't even matter b/c ever since i met you i think my ass has gotten fatter.
"there's no way i'd leave you; it's just not a reality."
but then again, everything seems so unreal.
from the way we met to the very way you make me feel...
sometimes its hard to grasp but there's no other way i'd rather have it.
"sometimes i feel like im living in a fantasy..."