FRiENDSHiP;;

so does anybody remember wen friendship was that easy? as simple as a pinky promise or sitting down and sharing yur lunch. those were the good days i guess. but as we grow those simple days slowly begin to fade away. we grown into our own and suddenly that bond that used to be so tight has weakened and begins to drift into sumn unknown. at one point all the secrets ya'll used to share became secrets that yu witheld from one another and within a blink of an eye that perfect vision of friendship is blurred like me tryna see w/o my contacts lol. i think its so funny how things change. one minute yu think that yu got yur right hand. yur ace. that one person that would never let yu down. and then they pull a fast one that makes yu look at them completely different. so wat does friendship really mean? and wen the attempt to make it go beyond friendship is taken how do yu react? especially if thats not in yur itinerary...wen the awkwardness arises between a duo that was never more comfortable with anyone else do yu keep playin like everything is ok or do yu leave it alone and just wait for it to all blow over? i wish i could fully express to yu just how ANGRY i am wit yu. no matter wat imma love yu but HOW COULD YU? yu had the audacity to smile in our faces and pretend everything was cool all the while havin underlyin intentions. i guess i cant fault yu fa wat yu did. but how yu did it was completely incorrect. i can fault yu for making it awkward. for changin the entire basis of our friendship for basically 4eva. maybe im overreacting. but i highly doubt it. and the sad thing is yu will prolly never kno bc yu think wat yu did was ok. but its wateva. so i really wanna kno...wat does bein a best friend mean nowadays??