your jacket...

let me be your jacket baby...
cuz its startin to get chilly outside and i kno you want something warm to slip into.
de-masculate yourself for a moment and let me wrap myself around you.
i'll be that something good for you to cling to.
& this aint no "one size fits all" type thing...
uh uh;
i was hiding in the racks waiting just for you.
i'm the PERFECT fit
& no, i don't unzip
i'm not that easy, so put a lil work in and unbutton that shxt!
pick me up
admire me
then let me fall over your shoulders.
feel me rub against your back
& watch me fall at your waist.
put your hands inside me and let them get a taste.
walk over to a mirror and check out how i can enhance you
fxck it, let the sales associate get a glance too...
i see you eying that other joint, but you know its not right
cuz you can rock w/ me all day & all night.
so put me on the counter
open me up and take one last look inside
just so you can verify that i got EXACTLY what you like.
i'm more than just a front, back, collar, and two sleeves...
way more than just a jacket;
i can fulfill your every want and need...

i just love music!

The lyrics impregnated me & now im left to harbor this growth of emotions w/in myself & bring them to life & share with the world. join w/ me as REAL MUSIC LOVERS to help this being that is fostering inside of me to grow and achieve the potential that it is capable of.help me with the re-birth of real music, for i carry it in my heart, soul, mind, and body and i cannot help it grow on its own.help me bring it to life

you just run across my mind...

so this isn't new either...june 6, 2009 c. 3 sumn in the morning lol

you just run across my mind

you just run across my mind

you just run across my mind

you just run across my mind...

are you tired yet?

bc you do it constantly.

always got me thinkin bout the possibilities.

how i wanna embrace your touch and let it run right thru me...

taste yur lips cuz i kno they'll have me shoutin "ooh wee..."

im feelin ya flow and im tryna let things go and work themselves out

but i can't help but let you kno that you're awakening something in me that is dying to be let out.

your words pourin like wine

sending chills down my spine and blowin my back out

so dominate.so strong.

i try to let it pass by me; playin blind.

but i can't seem to help it...

you just run across my mind...

breezy

so this aint new. its from June 5, 2009 just never posted bc i just started bloggin so yeaaa...enjoy

yu got me feelin breezy bby.

got me chillin and im lovin this feeling of no '"if" "and's" "but's" or "maybe's."

its like everything's just gravy

and yu got me feelin like maybe i do deserve to be treated like a lady.

got me callin yu baby.

i wanna get close; real deep.

so deep that i can feel yur heart beat.

im tryna be the creek in the forest; flowin thru yu.

pick yu up, flip yu, twist yu around and do yu like no other female would.

talk to yu like no other female could

and make you feel exactly how you kno you should.

i wanna talk w/ you; have your words fill me up like a waitress and an empty cup.

i wanna walk wit you

spark up a lil passion after dark wit you

chill out and look at the stars

become engulfed w/ intensity and float around mars wit you

i just wanna be...

be here, be there,

runnin up ya spine and runnin thru ya hair.

now idk wat you're here to do & i aint got nothin to prove,

but ever since your grand entrance all i can do is "ooh..."

ooh good and ooh bad

ooh in the morning and ooh at night wishing i had wat you got.

now, i aint tryna blow up ya spot but, baby, you got me hot;

and im not tryna go overboard but now im sittin down, lookin back thinking "damn my situation is wack."

but wat if things were different?

could it be?

would it be?

should it be?

and how would you kno?

thats why i keep my feelings close, never toast to the "shoulda" "coulda" "woulda's" but raise my glass high to the "will be's" so i hold it up to you cuz i kno that you "will be."

you already are and you're a part of me and i don't even know what you do.

hopefully you're not a tourist; just passin thru cuz you're givin me every reason to keep you throughout the seasons and build on our foundation

get lost and create our own lil nation and just ride;

chill out catch a vibe and let loose

get free and blow thru the trees

cuz you got me feelin breezy baby

got me chillin and im lovin this feelin of no "if" "and's" "but's" or "maybe's"

everything is wavy

and you better believe now that you're here, i'm riding this one wit you...

illegal

so this is called Illegal fa the simple fact that i used lines from a j.Lo song called "Dear Ben" so im pretty sure...this is ILLEGAL. but fuck it. i just did this in fun while i got bored in class. all the parts in quotation marks are lyrics from the song. everything else is ALLL ME. enjoy.

"i love you"

and there's nothing that could ever change that.

the way you make me feel reminds me of the first time i heard hip hop wayyy back.

you showered me w/ your beauty and my skin began to glisten.

shit, sometimes i say things to hear yu talk just so i can listen bc i think

"you're perfect"

you and everything you do puts me under some kinda trance;

thats that voodoo.

your very touch makes my soul dance.

i didnt know that it was possible to make me feel the way that you do.

got me lovedrunk like i been sippin on lean and it can only be compared to

"a manifestation of my dreams. you make my body feel about a million different things."

things that can only be explained by illegible poems and understood by those on the same high.

every touch, kiss, and embrace makes my heart begin to race and before i can slow down the pace i realize its too late and i've EXPLODED.

soaking you inas you whisper at me to come down i think we both begin to realize the neighbors can hear the sound.

but fuck it; it don't even matter b/c ever since i met you i think my ass has gotten fatter.

"there's no way i'd leave you; it's just not a reality."

but then again, everything seems so unreal.

from the way we met to the very way you make me feel...

sometimes its hard to grasp but there's no other way i'd rather have it.

"sometimes i feel like im living in a fantasy..."

new job

so i got a new job...if yu wanna call it that. im basically helping a student around campus bein his personal assistant. he's disabled. confined to a wheelchair and cant use his hands at all. so my job is to get him around campus to his classes and take his notes. now as tiring as this may seem, this is prolly the easiest and best job i've ever had. i make a decent wage per hour. and get 50 extra dollars a week on top of that JUST to take his notes. cant beat it wit a stick. so im def. not complainin at all. i think more ppl should get involved and help others. besides the money, the job is extremely rewarding =] can we say paper chasinnnn??